Memorial Day  / Katy STANTON (Mother)

                                                                                May 26,2008

                                                                                Memorial Day

Hi Robin,

I'm thinking of you today (as every day). I wish you were here to meet my husband, you two would have so much fun together! You have the  same kind of personalities, fun,friendly,a little crazy! We had a cook-out yesterday, just the two of us, and I thought, wow, it would be so cool to have our kids with us. He has a daughter that I will meet on the 27th of June. I'm a little nervous, but I'm sure I'll be fine. Anyway, you were with us in our hearts and minds. Cali will be 9 years old on her birthday!!! I can't believe it. I haven't seen a picture of her in a while, hopefully I will be able to see her in a couple of weeks. She is such a beautiful little girl. And Carrie does such a wonderful job of raising her and Caleb.  I know she misses you, even through everything that happened, you guys always did the right thing for Cali. I love you son, and I miss you always!

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missing you  / Carrie

Hey Robby! Miss you a lot lately! It would have been 10 years since you knocked on my door and sold me a magazine this past weekend. I remember taking off with you to sell magazines right before mother's day. In september, it will be 10 years since our beautiful daughter was conceived. Life really isn't fair sometimes. A wonderful dad loves his daughter soooo much and tries soooo hard to do what's right for her and he is taken out of this world. But then there's the dad that has everything right going in his life that wants nothing to do with his child. It just doesn't seem right. I wish you were here instead of others most of the time. I've seen Adrien out a few times lately. Just by talking to her I can tell that you had a huge impact on her life, as you did mine and sooo many others. I'm sorry the way things turned out for us, but I'm sure you already know that. My son would have loved you just as much as our daughter does. Please keep watching over me and guiding me to do the right things. Life is really hard sometimes when your going at it alone. But I know you know that too well. I was looking at some of the pics your mom put on the website and Cali looks like you in a bunch of the photos. I can't believe she is going to be 9. She told me yesterday, only a few more years until she's a teenager! Remember we used to talk about her being a teen when she was a baby, like it would never really happen. :) Well, there getting closer and I'm gonna need a lot of guidance then, I can already tell. So I keep doing the best I can as a mom, but you gotta help me from up above and keep a close eye on things down here. We both miss you and I will always have much love for you. You were such an awesome person. Thanks for touching my life, and giving me such a beautiful daughter. Love, Carrie

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4 Years???  / KATY Stanton (Mother)
Is it possible that you have been gone 4 years? It still hurts, but I guess I'm getting used to the pain. At least I can think of you without breaking out in tears, God is healing me. Cali will be 9 years old in June, and that also doesn't seem possible. She misses you as we all do. I love you Robin, and always will. You will always be my baby! Close

Hello Sweetheart  / Katy Stanton (Mother)
Hi Robin, I miss you so much! My life has been moving so fast, and I'm enjoying every minute of it. I love being married to Thomas, we have a good life. We are leaving for New Mexico Friday, and I'm pretty excited. We will be there about 6 weeks. I talked to Cali a couple of weeks ago, and boy is she getting big! She is 8 years old now, but still only wears a size 6x or 7!!! So tiny, but sounds so grown up. I know she misses you too. Tommy has a new baby, his name is Jordan. Dawson is doing great, just as sassy as he can be! Anyway honey, I was thinking about you and wanted to write. I wish I could talk with you, but I do talk TO you. I love you very much and always will. Love, Mother Close

robby i miss you  / Sarah Carmen (cali's aunt, robins friend forever/sisterin law )
hi robby how are you doing. so many people miss you around here. i miss you so much and wish that we could hang out. cali cried the other day when randy picked up . when i asked her why she was crying she told me that she missed you robby. i know you can see her growng. she looks just like you. my cousin chrissy asked about you the other day to . so many people love you robby. i love you. brooke loves you . carrie, cali, my dad and mom, your mom and so so so many more people. i hope that you know this. i hope you are happy . we'll see you again some day. Close

robby i miss you  / Sarah Carmen (cali's aunt, robins friend forever/sisterin law )
hi robby how are you doing. so many people miss you around here. i miss you so much and wish that we could hang out. cali cried the other day when randy picked up . when i asked her why she was crying she told me that she missed you robby. i know you can see her growng. she looks just like you. my cousin chrissy asked about you the other day to . so many people love you robby. i love you. brooke loves you . carrie, cali, my dad and mom, your mom and so so so many more people. i hope that you know this. i hope you are happy . we'll see you again some day. Close

3 Years  / Mother

It doesn't seem possible that you've been gone 3 years! I still talk to you, but of course it's not the same. I miss your energy, your laugh, your noise! But you know, I wouldn't miss this pain for anything, because if I didn't have it, it would mean I wouldn't have known you,
and I'm so glad I did. You will always be my little boy, my sweet boy, kissing me, wanting to extercise in the morning, helping with your little brother, when Tommy was born!. I won't think about the tragic times in your life, only the happy times, the times of laughter and joy. I will focus on those today, and be glad that I was given the gift of your presence in my life. I love you son, I miss you, and I always will.

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Happy Valentines Day  / Mother
  

It's Valentine's Day and my heart is heavy over missing you. I  miss you so much! I sent Cali and Dawson their cards and I'll call them both tonight. Robin, Cali is so beautiful, and such a little lady, she is just a joy to be around! Carrie is doing a wonderful job raising her and I'm just as proud of her as I can be. We got 7 inches of snow yesterday, so I'm just staying in the house. You know, I'd give anything to go outside and build a snowman with you like I did when you were little. I love you and I miss you sweetheart, Mother




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I miss you Daddy!  / Cali Lyn Miller (Daughter)
Hi daddy, I miss you so much! I had a great Christmas. I got lots of presents, toys and clothes. I wish you were here to play with me. My grandma Katy is here and I spent the night and slept with her, and we had lots of fun. Today we are going to get our earrings at Wal-mart. I got a puppy surprise and she had 2 puppys! I named them Rosie, and Lucky. The mothers name is Carrie, just like my mom. We are going to Bright Nights tonight. I got a Moon sand kit, and it doesn't even get wet, because it absorbs water! I think about you all the time, and I love you soooo much! I'll write more later when I come on here to look at your pictures. I love you daddy! Love, Cali Lyn. Close

Christmas / Mother
Robin, I got here last night and Cali met me at the airport with Mike and Denise. She is just beautiful and looking more and more like you! And what a little lady she is! She is just all girl. I see so much of you in her. She has a Christmas concert Friday and she'll be singing in it. Robin, you are not going to like this, but it has happened. Cali is starting to like boys!!!!There is a boy band that she is just crazy about (mostly the drummer) and she is just sitting on pins and needles waiting for their first concert! She has lost one of her top front teeth and several of her bottom teeth. I didn't even know that, but I saw it last night. I'm going to meet her teacher today, Carrie and I are picking her up from school. She has a list of things she wants to do while I'm here, and I am going to pack as much in these 10 days as I can. We'll be coming on here and looking at your pictures and talking, I'm looking forward to that.I love you sweetheart, and Cali and I will be leaving messages for you. There must be a wonderful celebration going on in Heaven, and I find peace in knowing that you are not in any pain. Talk to you later, Love, Mother Close

MERRY XMAS FROM OUR FAMILY TO YOURS ROBIN  / CHRIS (BRADLEY EVANS FAMILY )
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Halloween / Mother
 Well, its Halloween and I miss you. I remember how much you enjoyed this holiday. I talked to Cali and she is going to be a fairy princess. Of course, she is always a princess to me! I always think about the year you were a cheerleader.   Tommy was a cowboy. He wouldn't let me dress him up as a girl, but you didn't care! You were so cute! And nobody knew you were a boy! I love you sweetheart, and I miss you more and more everyday.





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In your memory  / Mother (Mother)

Hi son, I thought you would like this. In October, I'll be starting a program where another friend and myself will be taking an A.A. meeting inside a jail facility.Another chance for me to tell your story and I do it in memory of you. I wish you were going with me, you would be so great at this. I can hear your voice and laughter now. I miss you so much Robin. If I could only see you and hold you in my arms! I think all the time of things I would like to do with you. I see you in different places, and I still spin my head around trying to see if its you. I'm going to see Cali in December and thats going to be so nice. She is going to be a special person in this world. She already is to me. I love you and I miss you. Mother

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Christmas / Mother

Good morning sweetheart, I've got exciting news! Yesterday I got my tickets to go see Cali for Christmas.! I'm so excited to be able to go. I haven't seen her for 2 years and I'm going to hug her so tight,she'll  burst! It will be good to remember you with her too.I'm going Dec. 19th - Dec.29th. I've already sent her a Karaoke machine for Christmas, and I can't wait to shop for her. I usually have to send money because of shipping costs, but this year I'll be able to actually shop for her! She is excited about it too. I love you Robin and I wish so badly you were going to be there. I love you very much! Mother

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Tom / Mother

My darling Robin, Tom came over to take me out to eat yesterday, and I was able to show him this site for the first time!! I could tell he liked it and we sat here for a while just looking at the pictures and talking and laughing.It was wonderful.He looks ok, but is thin.But then you both were always thin.We went to Fazoli's and had a nice meal,then came back here for a minute.It  was very nice.I hope he will be able to come over more often. I met his girlfriend and she seems very nice.Anyway it was just really good to see him. I love you and miss you,Mother

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Cali's 7th Birthday  / Mother
My darling Robin,Well here we are again,Cali's Birthday.She is 7 years old today!! I can't believe it. Robin,she is so beautiful,she looks so much like you,and has your personality.Carrie is doing such a good job with her.I thank God for her.I remember how happy I was when you and Carrie told me you were going to have a baby. I'm so sorry you are not here to help her grow up,and be a part of her life.I know that you are watching over her and I know you are so proud of your little girl. I'll call her later today,and tell her happy birthday.I love you sweetheart,and I miss you so much.Mother Close

Holiday World  / Mother
Hi sweetheart,I have been thinking about you all day. Brian and I went to Holiday World today and it made me think about when you,Cali,Carrie and I went to Six-flags.We had such a great time there. I love to look at the picture of us on the Superman rollercoaster.I'm so glad I got that picture.It was the first time I ever rode one of those rides that go straight up and down,stopping about half-way and then shooting up again. I loved it and when I rode it today, I believe you were beside me.I miss you sweetheart.And I love you very much.Mother Close

Spring / Mother

Hello sweetheart, I was just thinking this morning how much you would enjoy this weather today. It's beautiful.A typical spring day.I think of you every day,it always something different,sometimes its things you said or would say,other times its your smile or the funny things you would do. Cali has your personality and I love it. I see a lot of you in her. I love you Robin, and I miss you so much. Love Always, Mother

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Memorial Day  / Mother
Well, Robin, here it is Memorial Day.You are always on my mind,so not much changes there.I miss you so much.Your daughter is getting so big,she'll be 7 years old next month!!!!She's beautiful.To me she looks just like you.I look at this picture all the time, it was the last time I saw you,and I cherish it. I have no idea what we were laughing at, but I love that we were laughing.We didn't have enough of that.I gave my lead yesterday and it went well.I don't know how i got through your passing,but God was with me. And now your with Him. Thats what keeps me going on. I smile when I think about where you are,how happy you must be,having the peace,love and serenity this world cannot give. Rest well my darling Robin.I love you and I miss you. Mother Close

Family / Mother

Robin, I miss you so much. I wish you were here to share in my joy of being reunited with my family. I wish they could have known you.They would have loved you too.Having my brother and sister back is like a miracle to me. I know that you are happy for me. Out of the sadness of my sisters death, came so much hope.I feel stronger just for knowing I have them back in my life.I love you. Mother 

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